[ ... huh. Sympathy is not really what he'd been expecting, not for working out his magic. For a moment he's speechless, swallowing a lump of emotion. When he manages to speak, it's with a tone that's probably a shade too flippant, but he thinks that might work in his favor, too.]
It's not so bad. It's fun, kind of. A puzzle to work out. And then you really feel like it's yours, in the end, when you get the right result.
[ ... but yeah, he was stressed. Really stressed. And sad and lonely. Jesus Christ, that's not fair, that she pegged all of that so easy.]
[He's not connecting this part of the conversation to the breach just yet. It hasn't occurred to him just how much breach lives might connect to his own-- his dead breach mother wasn't really a whole lot like his real mom.]
Equivalents. People with awful parents will have basically the same ones in some breaches, even though they're not on the Barge. Stuff like that. Important figures crop up.
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Interesting. And sad - lonely.
I'm so sorry, I can't imagine having to work through something like that so young. You must be stressed, huh?
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It's not so bad. It's fun, kind of. A puzzle to work out. And then you really feel like it's yours, in the end, when you get the right result.
[ ... but yeah, he was stressed. Really stressed. And sad and lonely. Jesus Christ, that's not fair, that she pegged all of that so easy.]
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[ Sincerely. ]
Were there other versions of those people, in that world? Out of curiosity. At school, or whatever.
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[He's not connecting this part of the conversation to the breach just yet. It hasn't occurred to him just how much breach lives might connect to his own-- his dead breach mother wasn't really a whole lot like his real mom.]
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[He takes a moment to think.]
Well. The mom who died wasn't really a lot like. My mom. Way more brutal at business stuff.
[Still loved Chase, though. Which sticks uncomfortably under his ribs when he thinks it. He hurries on.]
And I guess-- damn, I guess actually one of my friends at school was a lot like Caleb. Ugh. Gross.